Bored.

There are only so many things you can do when you are bored. Bored all the time. ALL.

You can read books. Like all the books you have. And those 'read agains' like Harry Potter and the Twilight series, you can read them all again. And again.
Or you can watch movies. Thank God for the dvd lady huh? Cheap 10 buck dvd's. I mean its good to have a collection of fun, watch again dvd's right? For when life starts to finally figure itself out, it's great to sit down and weekends and watch them. But try 3 movies a day.
And then there is the paper. Only news these days - well, lets just say its depressing news, and doesn't quite help with the mood.
Then there is the gym. But there is only an hour a day I can do.
And then there is the blog. But the brain is very slow and there are no smart ideas that are brewing.

Then you have people telling you to do this and that, but in all honesty, I-AM-GOING-INSANE.

Whoever is reading this, wherever in this world you may be, please pray life figures itself out. Because this is getting old.